i was in the national chemistry quiz.

Booyah.

And I wasn't even good.

Which makes me think, for the hundredth time, why the hell did I even enter the damn thing?

Anybody could enter it, actually. So it wasn't like, 'oh you're a genius and so I choose you to be our representative for our school' thing. And you have to pay. You will instantly get a certificate for entering the quiz. And hey, if your amazingly smart in chemistry and get a high score, you may even receive a distinction certificate and be Malaysia's representative. Or something.

I felt like the only reason I entered it is because of the certificate. Which is true.

But the worst feeling is the money that I've spend on for the registration.

It's like, I bought the certificate. I am not qualified so I get it from cash instead. Ugh. That's a horrible thought.

However!

It shows how much I need to buck up for my Chemistry. So yeah, wake up call baybeh!

Sigh.

Fuck you, Spm.

-- metana?etana?etanol?wha?