I will not die. I will not kill myself. I can do this.


Melodramatic, I know but these are sure signs that I am under a whole amount of stress and losing my mind in the process.

I am blogging from Nilai! Skipping Linguistic because I have IRK work. And now procrastinating outrageously. Why? Well, it's either that or I jump off the top floor of Block C. So yes. Blogging it is. It's just Monday and everyone is gripped to death with work and stress. Supposed to send in my research proposal but instead my lecturer forgot about the dateline. Which is a good thing. Because just now in class, she just thundered about some more crap we have to do for the proposal WHICH SHE HAD FORGOT TO MENTION EARLIER. Utter bullshit. If you put a cow in front of the class, I'll probably understand the subject better.

So everyone is numb because the god-forsaken assignment doesn't seem to end. At the same time, everyone is hoping that it is perfect because god knows how much we got for our midterm. Please god, don't let me repeat because of BMW. That's just not fair. I'll probably cry a dam if I do.

Anyway, it seems that everyone is sending or printing some assignment. Because here I am, and the CC is almost full of people. Printing. Computing. Computing?? What the hell. I have turned dumb. Oh well. And here I am bloggging. Ok, gotta finish my IRK now. And grasp my last piece of sanity.

-- I will not die. I will not kill myself. I can do this.