the bubble of peachiness has burst

Seeing from the title, you can guess what has happened.

Ok, nothing majorly dramatic or anything but let's just say I'm not as perky as my earlier posts. I repeat, nothing major, but you know, not everything is what it seems. My clique of seven is drifting apart but I'm okay with that. You can't click with everybody but somehow I think I'm getting too comfortable with them to the point I'm not bothered with new people. Bad attitude, Atikah! Networking and communication is key. haha.

I have a few things bugging my head and they're related to my social life, I guess. You know me, when something happens, I shun it aside even though it's bugging me. It's just that I realised that people can hate you but still act all nice to you. I know, sounds pretty dramatic but it's not really. But that thought obviously brings me down a bit.

I wish I could be optimistic and upbeat all the time. haha. But ah well. That's life. Reality check, babe.

OH! And I started classes already!

Ok, Arab classes are really interesting. You know, I'm really keen in studying Arab. Just think - I'm gonna be good in THREE languages. Like, hello! BANGGA. haha. And yeah! It's really really interesting. I really like my Arab classes though sometimes it can be a bit of information overload.

My BEN english classes - there are three: Essential of Grammar (or something like that), Oral Communication and Drama. I know. I'm learning Drama. Next semester I'm learning a subject called Poetry. Isn't that cool???

Grammar is 10 times more harder than I expected. It's like high school English Literature - in the sense that you can be right and wrong at the same time. It's a matter of perspective. When I first entered the class, I thought my brain was going to explode. haha. Oral class is going to be awesome. You know what is it about? It's all about talking. So, I'm gonna be doing loads of presentations! I love presentations! I can't wait. My favourite class thus far. And somehow, somebody nominated me as class captain for Oral. Meh, but I kinda like it. Me dictator. I haven't entered Drama yet but I heard that we're gonna be assigned to write our own scripts! SCRIPTS! Like, no way! GARH I'M LOVING IT!

So yes, I love BEN. And I am so becoming the top student. Dean's list all the way! There is no way anybody is going to stop me on that! I am already exempted for English class. I know - so the bangga. But c'mon, around 300-ish BEN students, only 2 are chosen for exemption and I am one of them. So... I have bragging rights!

I got FIM which is Fundmentals of Islam but I haven't started on that one. And also Fardhu Ain class.


To tell you the truth, I wanna blog about something else. But I end up talking about my subjects. That something else is not emo but pretty insightful. But you can't be insightful when you're in public. I'm in the library right now. So, maybe when I go home, I'll blog something meaningful.

That's all for now!

-- i ate mee maggie just now. it ain't taste right!