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5 days gone and one more day left.

And I'm going to London this Thursday. Weird enough, the psychotic-mad-joy-happy-days-are-here mood has not set in yet. Can you believe that I am more bugged about my exams than being joyous about going to London? It's London! The place I want to be since I'm six! See, I don't like England just because Harry Potter is created there. But since J.K Rowling is walking up and down the streets there... I'm bringing my autograph book! *daydreaming meeting Daniel Radcliffe*

Anyway, last week was... boring. It was gut-wrenching at some point, but boring. I am bored and sick to death with all this exams and papers and homeworks and all that jazz. While I was sitting in the classroom, I got a sense of dejavu. Didn't I just had an exam not long ago in the past? March? Its only a month gap until this one came along! It's sick and ridiculous! I hate school and all the contents in those textbooks! Like I said, ambition is important. If you got nothing out of all this exams and good marks, then what's the point? Sometimes I feel that I'm studying because I don't want to look bad around my peers - those Gamma peeps. Other than that - nada'. Young and aimless, eyh?

BM papers are, as usual, hard. I don't think I can remember any BM paper that is easy. All of them has FAIL! written on them. The last BM paper I had was bad because I fluked when I was about to do my rumusan. I was like 'Petikan....berdasarkan?menceritakan? mengenai? What the hell?! Why can't I remember this?? Whats the word?!'. Yeah, then, all of the other questions were answered half-heartedly. And my headache came on again. Oh yes, did I told you while I was doing my Chemistry exam - I was attacked by a sudden sneezing frenzy? Some girl in my class got the case of sniffles and suddenly - I got the flu! Damn it! And Chemistry was the hardest paper! Flu, Chemistry questions I don't know how to answer, the lack of tissue paper - you do the math. It was the worse exam experience EVER.

Sejarah II was, surprisingly, hard. When our Sejarah teacher passed our class, everyone started calling her for answers. I kid you not. Shu Ning punched her table - twice. I'm glad I'm exposed to movies though - how do you think I remembered the names 'Imhotep' and 'Constantine'? Modmaths was pretty ok. Not going to score it - obviously, but I don't think I screwed it up as much as I did the with last term paper. I think I was pretty lucky since I only started to read the text book 5 minutes before it started and I didn't bring my calculator so I had to share it with Miz.

Agama was fine, too. But not getting my hopes up. The last time I did, I gaped for a million years and beyond and got depressed. English? Sink and swim. I have a gut feeling I'm getting my first B in English. I thought my Bio was alright..until me and my classmates got talking and realised I got many questions wrong and my essay is horribly short. Oh and the biggest surprise of all - PJ exam. What?! They probably had too much blank papers or time in their hands. Did I miss anything? I think that's it anyway.

Physics and Addmaths this Tuesday. Fudge. Supposed to read up Physics today. Wasted it on iconing. So sick of iconing and Harry Potter now. Tomorrow - group study about Physics. In McD... How the heck am I gonna tell my mum? Hey mum, we're gonna study in McD among the burgers and fries and the background music and between all the other people. Oh and they'll be a couple of guys. Not many. They're good in Physics - I'm sure. Won't get distracted by all that, o'course. Nope. Because I love Physics. That subject gave me more pleasure than studying Bio with a boy (nudge nudge).

....hahhaha.

-- Need a dose of caffeine if I need to sludge through Physics.