Mood Swings

I think I am having mood swings. At one point, I feel like ripping an arm off somebody and later I'm all smiley and kinda..drunk. hahahahah! I don't know how I did it. Now I'm feeling happy-sappy which is weird because just a few hours ago I'm in my whiny mood. Maybe it's the cousins thing. Like I said earlier, my relatives came and it isn't that many pun. My mum completely blew it like the whole rombongan is coming or something. More like ten people came. And my cousins came! Kak Nadia and Abg Eli. Kak Nadia is the coolest person from all my cousins. I think I'm sort of influenced by her. But yeah, she's kinda wilder. She once dyed her hair vibrant red! And she doesn't wear any tudung or anything so her hair is all red for everybody to see! How cool is that!

I know, it's kinda un-Melayu-ish, but who cares?! It's red in colour, for God sakes!

Anyway, loads of visiting going on tomorrow. I'll be going to my mum's friend's house - Auntie Kiah we call her. Then a quickie visit to my uncle's house. And then, my mum's buddies is coming to OUR house. How the hell are we going to cook in time?! My mum is bugging me to learn how to cook her ever-famous recipe of making Soto. Look, mum dear, I'm fourteen. When Diyanah was fourteen, she doesn't know squat!! Why the heck do I have to go through it?! And her only excuse was that I got nothing to do. It's really not fair. Because of my sister, somehow, I got to do the things she have to do. This morning, she try to drag me to learn the art of making Laksa Johor. But... I woke up late so... heheh...

Why can't I start with something easier?! I can't even turn on the stove and she expect me to do all this shtuff?! Honestly, she got too much expectations from me.

-- Kak Nadia saw my hair. She said that I look like a twelve-yr old kid. Which is not such a biggie since Ainul once told me I look like a 5 yr old when I shown her a picture of me! 5 year old?! I'M 14!