damn damn DAMN

god please god please god please god please god please god please god don't let me get PLKN!



Look, if I'm having my 6 months of holiday then I wouldn't be so fussy right now. Actually I would. But less fussier. I think.

But I'm already starting the uni life! I have a goal! I have things to do! I CAN DO A HELL ALOTTA THINGS IN 3 MONTHS. Ah fuck ittttttt!

It only really occurred to me when I went and picked up my mum this morning from the airport. And then, I saw a bunch of guys in those PLKN uniforms. IMPENDING DOOM. Now, I'm freaking out. Once again, my PTS status is more an unfortunate fact rather than a good one. Damn damn damn DAMN! Why can't they let the PTS folks be exempted from this! It's so damn menyusahkan! Delaying my studies just for this. ARGH.

I checked the PLKN webbie with a hammering heart. Only to realise that it's not updated. PFFT. Should've expected that from a government webbie.



So, now, I'm going to learn how to semayang solat tahajjud.


Yes, I'm bad! I know! But I'm DESPERATE here!


-- i so don't need this right now!