the massive news which is so not massive anymore due to the fact of me not updating about the massive news

i am going to uia!

For real!

Yes, the news is quite the basi actually. I've found out days before I went to Vietnam so yes, it has been more than a week since I've found out. So, the whole, omg-big-news-wtf! feeling has died. Hell, most of my friends already now. I'm not sure if this news suprise anyone. haha. Man.

But I figured I must blog about this! For the fact that there are people out there who read about my upu reject problem way back in may so at least this would give a good ending for the upu reject girl. heh. I know this may sound a bit weird but I think that the whole upu reject drama issue... is actually one of the best things that happened to me. It's like, I finally woke up! And not take things for granted. You see, if I already got uia at the first time around, my response would probably be disinterest or even panic. Like, oh man, now I'm going to uia but what if I want something else? But since I went into emotional turmoil and all that, i am actually HAPPY - hell, excited to go!

Because I am given a second chance! See, things work out at the end after all. So.. yey for me. :)

Plus, after the whole upu problem, I actually did more things in that one month than 5 whole months combined! It came up to the point that I was actually busy everyday. Weird.. I went to a workshop, went to KLCC a bunch of times, went to Lagoon, went to Vietnam, had a sleepover and all that shebang etc. I really like that kinda life. The whole nonstop activity kinda thing.

Anyway,

UIA.

For some weird reason, I am not feeling anything yet. Yes, I bought some new stuff but the whole feeling of 'OMG I'M GOING TO UIA AND EXPERIENCE CAMPUS LIFE.' hasn't set in. I don't know why. I think because everything seemed so darned surreal! It's like, I really can't imagine myself living in a dorm and going to classes etc. It's kinda hard to imagine even though I have less than two weeks to go! So far, I had taken an X-ray, which wasn't scary as I imagined it would be, bought new clothes to fit in the dress code (the one thing that turned me off about uia, actually), filled in a bunch of forms but that's pretty much it.

I am really not ready mentally, emotionally, physically, everything!

For one thing, I still wake up at noon. Ok, at 11. 10, really. 9. Ok, yes, 11!

So, yeah, I'm pretty excited and very scared about the culture shock I am going to face. Which, I'm sure is going to be A LOT. But hey, I'm trying to be very optimistic about things and from now on, OPTIMISM IS THE WAY TO GO.



Hm.. I wonder, since I'm going to be gone in uia and all, I guess my blog would be... on hiatus?

-- Yeah this post is shorter than it's supposed to be because I have to go and fill in a bunch of forms.