it's official.
i no longer have any grandparents from the both side of the family.
my remaining grandmother passed away peacefully yesterday morning.
i am fine.
though i think this year's raya would be an odd affair.
to tell you the truth, i'm sad but i'm still okay.
she's been in the icu for the last month actually.
stomach ulcer.
i just didn't feel it's right to squeeze in that
between my happy overexcited blog posts.
so, i rather have her die in peace than live in pain
you know what i mean?
life goes on.

-- i don't like going to her room anymore. it feels weird.