for the sake of doing

Anyways, Azfar just blogged this and asked me to do this meme. Just so we can know how emo I am. Hmph. I'm not. I am not. Grrr...

How Emo Are You?

Place a X if you do the following.

Sad Stuff
[x] I cry, A LOT.
[x] I cry myself to sleep sometimes
[ ] I get beat
[ ] I'm physically abused
[ ] I'm verbally abused
[ ] I'm mentally abused
[x] I don't believe in myself
[X] I cry on the inside
[] I miss someone terribly
[ ] This person is an ex
[ ] This person died
[ ] I only have ONE person who means a lot to me
Total: 4

Literate
[X] I stare at my feet when I talk - but only when
I'm really, really shy.
[X] I usually have my arms crossed
[X] I write poetry
[X] I write SAD poetry
[X] I write suicidal stories/poetry
[] I think about death often
[X] I'm pretty smart - in an odd, bizarrely idiotic
sort of way.
[X] I have a pretty high vocabulary -
[X] I have no clue what 'fo shizzle' really means -
because it's not in the dictionary.
[X] I love going to plays
[] I enjoy the feeling of being on stage
[X] I love photography
Total: 10

Style
[ ] I wear black rimmed glasses
[ ] I dye my hair black or dark red
[ ] I have a really short haircut
[] I love ties!
[ ] I love stripes, especially striped shirts
[ ] I play dress-up, even if I'm going out
[ ] I wear black, blue, or red eyeliner, black most of
the time..
[ ] I wear pure black mascara
[ ] I just adore bright colours
[X] I'm quite fancy in taste of design
[X] I wear converses or vans
[ ] I love patterened silks or anything royal
Total: 2

Music
[X]Screamy emo music is awesome
[X] Rock's pretty good
[ ] I love classical
[X] Rap just aint my thing
[] Panic! At the Disco is the best band ever NEXT
to FALL OUT BOY
[X] Electric guitar = love
[] I could be a raver
[X] I worship kickbutt bands
[X] Music is my life
[ ] I'd rather listen to music at home than go out
with a friend
[X] I'm scared to sing in front of people
[X] I'm actually a pretty good singer when I'm
alone..haha!
Total: 8

Just Life
[X] I daydream like crazy
[ ] My family is poor
[ ] I can't never afford anything
[ ] A lot of my friends are gay/bisexual
[ ] I'm an outcast
[X]I'm a loner(Sometimes)
[X] I have no or only one person I trust with
everything
[ ] I sleep with a stuffed animal
[]I get scared of things
[X]I like babies and animals
[X] People call me a loser or a geek (sometimes..)
[X] I don't belong here (again... sometimes)
Total: 6

Serious
[ ] I used to cut myself
[ ] I still do cut myself
[ ] A friend has died from suicide
[ ]I like pain - because it doesn't hurt when it's the
only thing you've felt.
[X] I get myself overly worried
[X]I have had thoughts about suicide before
[X] I have horrible nightmares
[X] I write poetry/stories/lyrics about
dying.
[X] I used to have an eating disorder
[ ] I have an eating disorder
[X] I do things just so I fit in
[ ] I have purposely taken a wrong dosage of
medication
Total: 6

I say things like
[X] I want to die
[ ] I can't wait to get off this earth
[ ] but......I loved you
[ ] Hey wait, I don't say much at all!
[X]I hate myself
[X] But I can't do it
[ ] I give you my heart
[ ] Please don't often
[] I don't care if I die
[X]Nothing ever goes right
[X] No, I'm not emo (..shut up)
[X] Yeah, sure... everything's fine
Total: 6

Now, add your totals up..
65-84: Cheer up, emo kid x3
46-64: You're pretty emo, perhaps you should
cheer up before it gets too bad
27-45: You're more on the average side but still a
tad emotional..
8-26: You're perfectly normal, though, you might
need a little more style
Below 8: Good good, I guess you have absolutely
no style at all! Go you! At least you believe in
yourself, and that's the key to sucess!

Hah! I am a 42 which means ... I AM AVERAGE! Hah. Told you so. Just a tad.

So please shut up about me being emo!!

-- I'm not into Panic in the Disco! - don't know why. I prefer the Killers.