i just gotta say this

Oh man! It feels like ages since I last blogged! What is it about again?? guys with mood swings? I don't even get to wish everyone a happy new year. Why?

BECAUSE I'VE MOVED!!!!!!!!!

To Kajang the suckfest. It doesn't really suck though I guess I'm used to it now. To tell you the truth, I can't even blog much right now. I'm at my cousin's house and I'm supposed to leave like, right now. My house does not have any internet connection and I haven't been online for TWO WEEKS. Whoa. Just the thought of me surviving without internet connection is amazing. Maybe I am too clingy to my computer? Can't help it. Everything is in it. My music, friends, photoshop, other stuff...

I was really antsy an hour ago because my sister was being fricking slow to send me to my cousin's house. And yet, here I am, not really knowing what to do. Look through my emails and see that all of 'em are ads emails. Blah. Went to Friendster - nothing much to see there either. My friends haven't been updating their blogs either. Somehow, I feel being letdown! And none of my friends are online now. Geez. I guess after this, I won't feel too crazy-assed to go online. I mean, there's really not much to do but surf, ya know. And if you have limited time then surfing is outta the question.

Ok stuff that happened to me recently:
1. My room is my favourite place in Kajang. In Malaysia. In the world even! I cherish privacy.

2. Made it into Gemala. Got 3 ads. I rule in life. Didn't get the Head for Photography though because someone thinks I'm crap. The same person who thinks I'm crap in Graphics. Screw them. Ah well, shit happens.

3. Gemala taught me that shit happens. And nothing is fair in this world. But whatever, ya know? I'm not gonna be all sad-moody-damned just because of some power-hungry or outta-my-control-circumstances get me down. SCREW YOU, I SAY!

4. Still in SMSU. And loving it. SMSU keeps me sane. It does really. And I'm getting used to waking up at 5.30 in the morning.

5. I wake up at 5.30 in the morning everyday. Oh. My. God. I so rule in life!

6. Getting over him. Probably already am. Dum dum dum! Ah well, shit happens.

7. I'm thinking my new motto in life is 'Shit happens'. Hmmmm....

8. Am currently very fat. Thanks guys. You keep me updated with my body more than I do to myself.

9. Moved to Kajang. Moved to Kajang. Moved to Kajang.

10. I'm actually pretty focused now. Honestly, I think I really can do this SPM shindig! I WANT TO STUDY! I feel great.

11. Still don't have an ambition though. When people ask me, I either say 'I wanna be a mom' because thats inevitable or 'I'm gonna spend my parent's money then when I get married? I'll spend my husband's money.' Quit asking me that question! Grrr...

12. HAVE DROPPED PHYSICS. Now the guys call me 'useless zigot'. Whatever, I so care what that middle-aged man say. I know myself and I plan my whole life. I don't give a shit what he said. IT'S JUST A SCHOOL SUBJECT HELLO. GET A LIFE. SCHOOL SUBJECTS DO NOT CATEGORIZE YOU AS A HUMAN BEING. Drama much? PFFT. Losers. Get a life. And grow up.

There's probably more but I just can't think right now. I'm walking home and it's already seven something. Crap. And my house area has a lot of stray dogs. Crap. But then again, all is well. I still can't wait to get my own internet connection though. And I want to study. I know. That seems weird but lately, I feel... inspired. Not because of the 'useless zigot' crap. I won't pay that guy to clean my toilet. What an inspiring speech. Yes, when you guys fail in your physics exams, CALL ME.

Bye now.

-- Kajang is alright I guess... I miss Subang though. And my old home! Sigh...