I've been going nuts trying to figure out how to put a song in my blog. As in, the type of crazy by going to other people's website and spam their tagboard and ask them 'How?! HOW?!'.

I mean, all they say is 'just put in the html crap thing in your thing... and then put your music url...'

And I'm like 'What music URL?'
And they're like 'You know, the location of the mp3 thingy'
And I'm like 'How's that??'
And they're like 'When you upload the song into your server/host.'
And I'm like 'What?'
And they're like 'It depends on what kind of host lah.'
And I'm like 'Eyh?'
And they're like 'Yah.'
And I'm like 'What? Wei... What?'

Hah. They're telling me stuff that I already know. It's just that I can't find any host/server thingy to 'host' my song!! I am tearing my hair out to find out where is it but I'm getting nowhere. Tried ripway but my file is too big or something. And there are a lot of websites that are just plain crap. It's like they say 'Ok, click here to upload your file' and then, I'm stranded in some other unrelated website. Bzuh!And now, because my computer is so crap, I can't even open my mp3 file! What the!

Ok, this is all very dorky. I know. You are probably turned off by the I'm like-they're like-conversation up there but honestly, I'm going nuts about this. I even bother to ask this guy in my class because I had the feeling he's good at this stuff. Zhang Rei. He was in my class last year and my Science teacher said he's the best student. So.

But I got the same conversation like the above. It's pointless. Frickin' pointless.

I'm getting kinda lazy with blogging these days. There's quite a few stuff I wanna say but... One of 'em is that my school is having exchange students from Japan. Cool, ain't it? They don't talk English much. Me and my friends have been staring at them openly. I know I shouldn't. I, all of people, should know that gawking at people equals bad since I hate it when I travel to places and the locals just stare.

But can't help it. Honestly, can't help it.

I'm not in a good mood. There's this a couple of my mum's friends coming over all the fricking time. I hate it! I hate visitors who just don't know when to leave. Sometimes they stay till midnight! And one time, I thought I'm having lunch with my parents and then whaddyaknow - they're there too. Like what the bloody - It's so menyusahkan because some of them are guys so I have to wear my tudung every fricking time and I'm not comfortable doing my homework at my dining room because they're there.

GAH. And Shafiq is stupid. Why do people always always (indirectly or directly) making me mad? I think this is the year where I'm mostly not in the mood for anything. Anything at all. Other than that, I force myself to be presentable enough. You know, not being a total prick and not snap at anybody at every opportunity. I am this close to slapping his face. He actually makes me miss the days I'm in class with Saufi. Ok, Saufi, if you're reading this, it's not exactly a compliment but I'm not insulting you either. I'm just saying that you are so MUCH less (like 5 million fucking times less) annoying than Shafiq that I prefer you bugging me instead. Why do you think I've been so nice to you this year?! I began to appreciate you more... hhahaha. This is funny and lame at the same time.

But I know I'm gonna be all cool and forgive him and all that shit. I'm just too easy. I'm not a grudging person and I hate drama. And I always forgive people. I just do. Even before they say sorry or even feel sorry. I think people take advantage of that. I don't understand why people like to bug me so much. I HATE HATE HATE HATE it. I fucking hate it. I detest it. And the only way for me to stop this is by being a sarcastic bitch. But I don't care. At this point, I don't care if people hate me.

-- Hot Hot Heat rawks. You should listen to 'Middle of Nowhere' and 'Oh Goddamit'. Those songs are better than the 'Goodnight Goodnight'.