I Am Officially Annoyed

I'm still sick. I can't believe this. And my maid said that my temperature is not going down much. But I feel fine! Honestly!

Ok, I'm lying. I feel extremely light to the point that I could feel like I could fly. I think it's those pills. Yeah, I take more than 10 pills a day. I'm not exaggerating. Ok, let's see:

2 blue-coloured capsules x 3 = 6
2 white-coloured pills x 3 = 6
1 yellow-coloured pill x 1 = 1
1 orange-coloured pill x 3 = 3

It all adds up to = 16 pills/capsules a day. Whoppee. And sometimes, I cheated because that's way too much. Don't wanna be a drug-addict now, do we?

It sucks to be me right now. I am so bored at home and all I get is to watch crap movies like 'Clockwatcher' or something like that. Been watching MTV for everything else. I wanna go to school!! Why? Because I need that dose of reality! Being sick at home with nothing to do really makes you feel... out of tune. I seriously don't know what they're doing in school. I'm itching to go back to school but I don't know what homework we're doing or what project we're assigned to do or whatever at all! Which makes me don't want to go to school... But I want to go to school... I'm not even that well yet. I'm not even sure if I can go to school this Wednesday.

And oh-my-gawd, Sumbangsih is this Friday!! What if I'm sick till then? And just imagine all the things I missed? What if I'm gonna fail all my papers again? This sucks! Why do I have to feel guilty for everything! Fudge fudge fudge fudge. Need to get well! Ok, I'll be to school tomorrow. Don't care. I - am - going - to - school - tomorrow!

Oh, fuck it.

-- My voice sorta changed. Now, I sound like a dude. Perfect. Please, please, please, pray for me darlings!