M.E.H

Ok, I didn't reach my goal. Instead of 7 days, I only got to reach for five days...

Well, you can't expect me to watch TNA wrestling on a freaking Friday night, right?!

You'd think that after all that I'm-gonna-kill-you!! stuff, they'd picked some other outfit than spandex tights. Nope - honestly, watching those stuff really decreases your brain cells. Like, they have all these 'drama' crap for nothing. So, who cares if the other dude got the belt or whatever! Their outlandish outfits are the only interesting factor of the whole thing. I bet they all are secretly gay!

Anyway, my weekdays are well-spent, I'm glad to say. Ok, I've cheated a bit - I went online to download songs from my Limewire. I just can't live without music! Just - can't. Now, I have this Trojan horse virus thingy - damn. Don't know how to settle that problem though.

I've done and submitted the YEP thing though I'm not satisfied with it - I'm just good with iconings - nuff said! I heard some people didn't like it either. They're going all 'why is it yellow?!' and 'omg! whose is this?!' and stuff like that. I just kept quiet and try not to destroy my self-esteem any further. Ah well, you can't satisfy everyone. The only thing I regretted is that I didn't get to submit an article to Gemala. I was racking my brain! I hate it when this happens. I can't work with a dateline - it kills my creativity. So - memo to self - start EARLY. What I didn't expect is that I submitted a sajak I created to Gemala.

Yeah, I made a sajak, which is even decent. Am amazed with self. Well, Diana did say it was nice so... I'll just go with the flow, babey! ahahhaa - but not expecting anything. These days, high hopes kill. Honestly, I don't even think they're gonna use the cover I did for Y.E.P. I have the feeling that mine is just too complicated or whatever shit, and they just did a simple one and passed up that one. I can just PICTURE IT. Aw fudge it!

At least I know what I did was the best I've done. Self-satisfaction is good. Eveything you do must be beautiful and amazing - learnt that from the Italians.

I did get to read up Sigmund Freud - he is very interesting! Well, apparently, we all are driven by our sex drives. hahahah! Ok, there's more explanation to that but I'll just spare you with the details. I get to focus more on myself and I'm pretty happy with what I've done. Honestly, I think the No Internet Week is the best idea I've got! So, I think I'm just gonna use the Internet on weekends and Friday nights. Am happy with self.

Ah yes, Sunday is Hari Kecemerlangan where I receive a certificate (yeyness!) for my PMR results. They should have done it earlier - the feeling of 'Wow!' had kinda faded away. And the stupidest thing ever - when we're called onstage, we're supposed to bow to some VIP or whatever. I ain't bowing for anyone! Obviously, since I've never bowed to anyone before, I sucked at it. I'm sorry, but I'm just not the type to go down 90 degrees for some hotshot.

Yes, I hate the bowing thing. Hate is an understatement. Because thanks to the bowing thing, I'm getting nervous and fidgety. Stupid...

And the WTF trophy goes to...

-- Drinking coffee in an empty stomache is SUCH a bad idea.