English Lit.

I went to my first English Literature tuition a few minutes ago and it was...

I was stumped. Honest to God. I thought English Lit. was basically reading loads of text and learn about the characters and stuff like that. Well, we do that and also a hell lot more! Every chapter has a fricking meaning! Like a normal - though dark-ish - sentence could be very vital to a theme. Or, it could be a foreshadow. Or, it shows a trait of the character.

Oh, god. Kill me now. I feel like striking my head with a knife.

English Literature is like you putting your head into a vat of thick chocolate fudge. You strained and tugged to get your head out and when you finally succeeded, you got chocolate fudge for a helmet. Yeah. Very straightforward, me thinks. Or do you want a deeper meaning about the chocolate fudge? Alright, as I am a chocolate lover, the chocolate fudge supposingly meant something I enjoy. But, it was potrayed in a negative light as I mustered my energy to...

Yeah, that was how it went. Loads of explaining and secret meanings.

When I got back from the teacher's house, my brain was screaming INFORMATION OVERLOAD! I was so desperate for something meaningless, stupid, and just plain straightforward! Something I don't have to dissect and inspect! JUST GIMME SOMETHING.

Basically, I ended up listening to rap songs. How meaningful can 'drop it like it's hot' be? Eminem's 'Just Lose It' helps a lot, too. Currently, this song is on repeat on my Windows Player.

I can see why Azfar and Farisa wanted me so much in this tuition. It's not exactly boring... it's just very... what's the word... Right now, we're going through the novel 'Frankestein' and even in chapter 2, you can sense the story is dark and getting darker. You can't exactly crack jokes when you're thinking how psychotic the guy is. The tuition is very seriouslah. Not a funfare. But the teacher is pretty cool. Sorry Azfar and Farisa, I can't help you in the fun factor since I, myself, is slightly shaken.

I sound like I'm hating this subject. To tell you the truth, I don't. I think I'm going to like this subject a lot. Loads of brainstorming and all that because sometimes you just... tak terfikir it could mean like that. I mean, it's gonna take a lot of effort, I'm sure, but I think I can go through it. Right now, I just want to read the book and get down with the subject so I won't be overwhelmed all over again.

I want to do addmaths. After reading a lot of words, numbers are good. Wow - I want to do Addmaths. This is so crazed!

-- We're NOT doing Romeo and Juliet. No way. Na'ah. Even though that novel is pretty cool but JUST PLAIN NO WAY.