There Is God After All!!!

I cried. I screamed. I cried somemore. I laughed. I yelled. I ran. I hugged. I jumped around.

Because babey, this is my time!

OH YEAH! I'M GOOD. I'M GOOD. JUMPITY JUMP JUMP. HOPPITY HOP HOP. I'MNOTMAKINGANYSENSEBECAUSEIGOT8A'SBABY!!! HIGH FIVE MY DARLINGS.

Man... I wish I could immortalise that moment. When I got that piece of paper with all the little A's on it. I surprised my teacher and everybody else when I hugged Pn.Azila. I promised to myself that's what I'm going to do because at that point - nothing made any sense. Besides, I think she needed one.

I was crying even before I got my papers. I was a wreck!! I was so scared because all this smart people passing beside me and I just went explodey. It was so bad that Ainul stopped short from her victorious jumps of joy just to ask me if I was ok. Fawwaz looked worried and I tried to smile and say 'Oh I didn't get it yet'. Which is, obviously, the lamest answer ever. When Gg got hers and was all scream-y, I felt worse because I am so scared. And our Science teacher said that both of us 'dapat punye' in the most casualest way. Was she right? At that point, I was blubbering. Which is so stupid because I stood beside my teacher, so obviously everyone can see me with all of my galores!

After I got it, I hugged Pn. Azila's neck and moved to the side where I just bawled. I bawled all over. Damn, it's embarassing when I think about it now. And when I was running outside the class, they had to call me back because I didn't sign something. Another embarassing moment. Pn. Azila flashed me one of her rare smiles. By the time I was outside, I was crying even harder. Tasnim went up to me and she had her 'worried' face. And that made me laugh. And cry. And then I screamed without the shame in the world. And the worse part is I don't have any tissue! I think I was worse than Gg. Because when I got to her, she already stopped crying. I wasn't.

Then I called my mum with Tasnim's phone. And it was really funny because when I called her I said 'Ma, I'm crying.'. And she was like 'Oh Lord!'. And even when I told her that I got straight A's, she thought I got six. So, I end up screaming on the phone. And running around. Damn, it was fun. After that, I relaxed a bit. And finally, stopped crying. I wonder how Tasnim got hers without crying. I mean 9! I probably fainted if I was her.

So, anyway, I wanna say congratulations to anybody who excelled and got to their expectations. To those people who didn't, just calm down and try to hold on. I know I'm supposed to say something smart and comforting but unfortunately, I'm not really good with words. Sorry. Bye now!

-- Thanks for my friends and everyone who believed in me. Thanks you all.