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Hello. I'm hungry. And my maid is cooking curry and you can smell it from here. This is killing me. Anyhue! I have tried to write but I just couldn't! I think I'm a perfectionist. If nothing is right then I'll be deleting the goddamn thing again.. Sigh... I hate this.

It was raining and I found myself a good depressing song ... but it just won't work! I can't write! I only end up writing the lyrics of the song. If I can drink coffee right now... GAH! But instead, I created another bloody poem!hah! So, it wasn't exactly a waste. It's kinda stupid since I, myself, don't understand what it actually means. But it sounds nice. Heh.

Well, my piano teacher is currently steamrolling me to do some piano work. They books she brought! I have to spend more time on the bloody piano now. She said I have an exam. It isn't quite scary since she said it is actually the easiest exam ever! And you know why? Because it's for pre-Grade 1 !! What the bloody hell! I'm in Grade 2 studying for an exam lower than my standard!! NYAH! I feel lousy now. Maybe I'm not good enough for 'Grade 2'. Ah, whatever... I'll show them .... Anyway, here's the poem. Untitled because I ran out of ideas (as usual):

the words dripped, dripped, dripped like the pouring rain.
all fall in a swirling grey pigment
gone the pain
gone the misery
through a pipe
drip, drip, drip
it went, like words
the same drops from yesterday
the same ones for tomorrow
the same for the years to come
does it cleanse
the rocks paved in the walks
does it soot the spotless windows
shall it give life to the weakling greens
shall it drown the lifeless ground

the rain smothered, slithered like words
words that cure
words that bludgeon the living
words and more words
useless as the mute speaks
like rain
it drips.

-- longer than I thought...