Tick Tock

I'm bored. Seriously. I'm BORED. B-O-R-E-D. BBBBOOOOORRRRRREEEEDDDDD.

Alrighty, I think you get what I mean. There are many things I want to do like - I don't know - draw something or write or play a game or indulged in some crazed Raya shopping or conquer the world... You know, all that normal stuff. But I just can't. There is not enough spazz in me to actually go there and do something! GAH! Don't knowlah. It's not even fun going online these days. I mean, what am I suppose to do online when other people are not in. Haish...

Went to school today! For 45 minutes. Supposed to sent in those bloody papers for the streaming. If all goes well I'm gonna be a Pure Science Student. I love how that sounds. Heh. But the thing is, I don't have any ambition. At all. I mean, ok, I wanna be a writer and stuff but honestly, Malaysian writers suck bad. No money no nothing. Heck, Malaysians don't read! I wish I have an ambition. Then I could focus on one thing and move from there but...

I met the oddest group ever. Miz and Bernie and Tasnim and Zakwan. I know Miz and Bernie are friends with Tasnim but they're not really that chummy together. Not that they hate each other or anything. But Zakwan?? Where did he come from? Not that I hate him or anything. Hhahahhaahh! No, I don't hate any of them. When boredom gets to you, you just gotta stick together! Playing UNO. Hmmm...Actually, everyone was playing some board game or something. Reminds me of the old folks home. There was carom (is that how you spell it?) and chess and checkers and... what else? Everything. I wasn't planning to stay or anything since I wasn't in a proper school attire. I saw Shameen's name on the 'Buku Rekod Balik Awal'. I had a laugh! She didn't use her full name, of course. S.Aizza. Have I seen that name before...? :D

That sums it of today. Boring ain't it? Oh and I met this doctor dude. Skin doctor. I got real sensitive skin if you don't know. Which explains all the acne. I feel like scraping my face with a knife sometimes! It's so frustrating! And I hate it when people go all whiny and say 'Oh man! Look, I got this HUGE zit on my nose! OoOh!' Because honestly, my skin is much worse so what am I suppose to say? I feel so bad for you while my own skin is more uber uglier? It's a pain when I have to remind people not to buy me earrings for my birthday - usually to girlfriends. 'Cause mostly, people would just give you earrings.

You know I had a weird dream last night? I had a dream that I was sitting for my PMR Maths exam! Maths! Then I realised that I didn't bring all that jangka lukis stuff and I freaked. After that I have my Sejarah and I realised I didn't know any of them! God.. I thought this whole case of jittery-ness is suppose to end!! PMR IS OVER FOR GOD SAKES! Heh..

-- Gimme a B! Gimme an O! Gimme a R! Gimme an E! Gimme a D! What does that spell?? Brrr, its cold in here! There must be something in the atmosphere! It's all right, it's okay, you're gonna lose it anyway! [my brain has exploded]