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Ok - I know I don't really post stuff twice a day. I think only Farisa does that (defeating Dr.Boredom) but now, I'm really bored. Bah...

Anyway, I surfed the net again without the cares in the world (thank god for broadband!) and I got to this webpage. Its a livejournal actually. A blog but not really a blog. Anyway, this girl is somewhat in her twenties and got herself a husband and works in an office and stuff like that. That's the boring stuff.

The freaky thing is the photos she had on her livejournal! The bad ones (she admitted herself) was the ones she took when she was just a teen. She was a goth. No Miz, not just like the ones who listens to The Rasmus and abuses the eyeliner. Sure, she does that stuff (minus The Rasmus since they don't exist back then) but she used to wear black lipstick, black outfits, and worse of all - she actually wears a cape. To school. And go around calling herself a 'vampyre'.

And the photos? There is a collection of her in the cemetary. With freaking tombstones and all! And all of them had pictures of her pale and looking as depressed as ever. This girl freaks me out. I'm a fan of Buffy but this - IS - MAJOR. If goth is like that, Miz, don't you even dare to turn into one! I will stake you right through the heart!

The 'so-called' good ones... Not really good. She kept her black lipstick though. I wonder how her husband looks like... I'm officially scared of her. She still walks around in black. But she looks normal now - I mean she is not obsessed with the colour black so much now, I think. Very obsessed with Harry Potter that she had a website made just for this fandom. And also writes about her own fantasy to be a part of this fandom. She also makes cute little icons of Harry Potter to match her many moods.

I wonder if I become like that. No, not gothic! I've gone through that phase of 'wanting to change everything' (I still want to dye my hair purple though). I wonder if I'm in my adulthood, married, and working but still obsessed with all this fandoms. I mean, isn't there anything else to do than salivate at a picture of a 18 year old guy?! Honestly now! I swear, if I ever be an adult and all, I shall be a workaholic! Hah! So I won't be messing my head with kiddie fandoms and stuff.

Ok maybe I misunderstood this girl or something. People get misunderstood right? I don't like to take pictures of myself. Because I look so the ugly! I tried but it's just not...right.. I really salute those people who took pictures of themselves and still look good. Miz, you're one of them. I mean, how?! It is not possible! Jealous!

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